“Commit to the
Lord whatever you do, and He will establish your plans.” Proverbs 16:3
The tiny bundle placed in my arms
was warm and sweet, the answer to years of prayers, heartache and uncertainty.
My husband and I stood in the chapel at the adoption agency with tears of joy
in our eyes as we looked at our son. The day of delayed flights and rushing
through airports was a microcosm of the turmoil of tests, surgeries, and years
of waiting.
Four long years of hoping for a
child were over, culminating in the joy of a three-week-old baby boy, wide
awake and somehow aware that his world was changing forever. He looked around,
taking everything in. A sensitive, reflective child, he has always had a tender
heart and gentle spirit.
Twenty-one months later, a phone
call during the Super Bowl brought us a baby girl who has never ceased to bring
excitement into our lives. Arriving two years earlier than we thought possible,
becoming an amazing athlete and never slowing down once, she never fails to
surprise us.
My husband and I had often talked
about adoption when we were dating. We were products of the “zero-population”
generation. We talked about having two children and then adopting two more.
God’s plans didn’t include the biological children. He had something so much
more special, a plan to show us His loving control over our circumstances,
while accomplishing His perfect purposes.
As friends had two or even three
children in the time it took us to have one, we learned that God’s plan is
unique for each of us, but always meant to make us fall on our knees and
acknowledge His loving sovereignty.
Perhaps you have seen your dreams
all turn to dust and your hopes fall to the ground nothing growing to fruition,
nothing turning out the way you planned. You may carry the scars from battling
disappointment and confusion about where God is leading you. It may seem He
doesn’t care and has turned a deaf ear to your prayers.
When doubt and disappointment seem
to follow you everywhere you turn to Jesus and lay your hopes and dreams at His
feet. Commit to serve Him no matter where He is leading and He will establish a
way for you that is far higher and better than anything you ever imagined.
Copyright April
16, 2012 by Norma Gail Thurston Holtman.
All right reserved.
Beautifully said.
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